I fear one thing,

That you could never be mine,

Else I just dont care,

I want to see you smile.

Even if it kills me,

And burn me inside,

I’ll remain laughing,

And never bid goodbye.

Always their beside you,

always at the edge to cry,

But love isn’t that easy,

Else? I choose to die.

All should happen,

Forever and that remain.

One thing I want to exist for me,

Harsh and cruel - this tempting pain.

The more I push it over,

More I realize.

I am a masochist,

And there’s nothing to hide.